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Home. meh:sweet:meh home... not so much?
i've been sick.. super sick..
and my mother has been nagging me every second of every day of how i need to take better care of myself and i how she hates that every time i come home i'm sick..
well sorry mom.. i'm sick now.. and i can't prevent all sicknesses..
literally i've been home since last friday.... and now one conversation we have had hasn't been about me being sick..


soooo.
last night. i had to pick her up from my friends moms house.. the mothers get together and do carepackages.. and they were putting one together for us for finals.. and my mom wanted me to see everyone.
i agreed.
but when i arrived within the first minute my lip ring is brought up.. a VERY touchy subject between my mother and i.. and i'm immediately annoyed of her and her reaction to the ordeal..
but whatevs.. i'll let it go.
10 minutes later she brings it up again.. and she's drunkkk. drunker than a skunk. so i'm embarrassed naturally.. and
so the tension is building blah blah blah. and we get home and all hellllll breaks loose..

it basically ended with me being like.
'mom, stop fucking nagging me.. seriously think of a moment in the past 5 days when our conversations haven't been about me being sick'
and she responded with
'there haven't been any conversations other than you being sick.... but what are we supposed to talk about.. we don't have anything in common...'
which made me really sad..
and so i started bawwwwling.. and hypervenhilating (sp?)... and that thing.. and she just laughed.. and blah blah blah.. i screamed at her.. because she wishes i were this girl named Katie Frazier.. a girl i went to high school with.. who is the epitamy of what my mother wanted her children to be.. and she talks about her SO FUCKING MUCH.. and quite frankly the girl is FUCKING annoying.. and dumb. and boring.. but she wishes i were her.. deep down she does..


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dramatic post is ended..
and now my brother is forcing me to play phase ten with my drunk mother..
she says one thing and i'm up and outtta hurr...

getting my hair done tomorrow :) supaaa excited.. i haven't had it done since thanksgivin'... much needed.. lotzz of split endzz..

bye lizz.. :) haha..
you're my only follower.. so i might as well direct these posts directly to you..

hope you are well.. :)