YoYoYo..

Hiii..

So i hate christmas. AMEN that it's over.. and without fail it was a bad one. :/ but for different reasons this year.

Hmph.. everyone calls me the grinch .. but they are wrong. i don't steal presents and quite frankly i hate that that's what people immediately think when we speak of christmas. christmas to me shouldn't be about the presents. because originally it's supposed to be about the celebration of the birth of jesus. now i've failed miserably on the note of religion this semester.. so it's not like i spent my christmas preaching about what it should be. i didn't. i just sat there being SCROOGE! :) come on people. get it right. haha

anywho. i got the flu on Christmas eve.. which ironically of the entire christmas season would be my favorite part.. we have a christmas party with my moms side of the family - and this year i couldn't make it because i had a date with the toilet for most of the day. i guess that's what i get for disliking this time of year.

and then Amy (my sister) spent her christmas eve/christmas day.. and the following days in the hospital :/ we went and visited her and had to put these body suit things on and gloves etc. and it was really sad because we couldn't touch her and we gave her her presents but she couldn't touch them. as much as she drives me insane i felt really awful for her.

and the DEVIL sister came into town with her DEVIL children (kerri).. and as always she was a massive bitch to me.. we talked about my transferring to iowa.. and i asked her about rushing for sororities there.. and immediately she was like 'i don't want to offend you or anything but, i don't think you can get into a sorority --- pause --- i mean it's difficult for sophomores to get into sororities' FUCKKK HER.. she's almost 40.. sucks to be her haha.

my mom is driving me insane.

i've realized that.. i miss my family - and if i am to transfer .. i dont want to transfer to des moines. i don't think i could handle being around SO often.. but i'm pretty sure i'm going to be transferring.. and now i'm rethinking where i'll go.. my options. Drake, Univ. of Iowa, and Iowa State..

i'm ready to get out of my house.. not necessarily excited about going back to dayton. but whatevs.. it is what it is.

i wuvvv my friends though :) .. we've had a great break together filled with secret santa's - gift exchange - ugly sweater parties - hanging out on erika's bed - eating - draaanking - falling on ice.. maaany times - i'll miss them a lot :/

annd i think i'm going to Chicago to go shopping with Vanessa a few days before school starts.. that way i can drive half way one day and the rest of the way another day..

from left. Katie - Michael - Emily - Me - Matty

the GROUP.. love them

more pictures to come from the ugly sweater party with the girls and the christmas party at erikas!

bye :)